My obligation are slowly coming to a peak. I feel like I'm swimming in a giant swimming pool. I can see the sky but I cant coordinate my limbs to take me there. I hate swimming, I have never been good at it and I have always feared that water would bring me to the ultimate fate.
In six months or less the plug will be removed from the giant bath and I will be able to breathe with ease again. I just wish that it would happen without pain and fear.